You're Not Bad at Manifesting... You Just Have Trauma

Take responsibility for your entire frequency and you will manifest what is aligned for you.

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One of the most wild shifts in reality that you can have is that you are creating this reality in every single moment. You are actually dreaming this reality into existence. You are in control of every single thing. You can manifest anything you want! That’s so exciting. But that also makes you responsible for THE ENTIRE WORLD, including all the bad things. It’s a lot.

The uninitiated will say, “You can’t blame victims for the bad things that happen to them.” And it’s true, you can’t! There are gnarly parts of Earth. Dark, creepy, vile, lecherous aspects of energy that latch on and don’t let go. There is violence. There is pain. Why would anyone manifest these things?

This darker reality gets manifested by our subconscious. It is manifested in the shadows of reality. It is manifested because we haven’t been taught to take responsibility for all aspects of energy. It is manifested because this has been going on for generations, and we are taught by our parents, grandparents, and society to ignore and demonize these things rather than integrate them with love.

As a child you have no choice but to take on the electromagnetic frequency of your parents. Often times, that frequency will even be amplified, since we are in an age where things are speeding up. Many of us are the “black sheep” who CLEARLY see and feel all of the shadows of our ancestral lineage that have been ignored and repressed for generation after generation. This awareness is very uncomfortable to carry, since most of the people in your family and society will want to keep repressing these energies rather than facing them. You then become the scapegoat or black sheep of the family, where they do everything they can to discredit you overtly or subtly in order to not face the truth that you’re embodying.

Because you are born into an electromagnetic frequency, and your parents are responsible for regulating your nervous system for a number of years, you actually are a victim to it. You actually can’t control the things that happen to you when you’re a child. Your parents are supposed to protect you, but if they didn’t that’s not your fault and there’s nothing you could have done energetically to avoid that.

But - once you’re grown up and able to exist in your own frequency field, you then get the opportunity to change these electromagnetic patterns that you’ve been programmed with. It’s not easy, and many of these habits and patterns are so sticky and dark that they may take years of concentrated effort and integration to break. But by taking responsibility, eventually you learn how to expand with unconditional love for all that has been, all that is, and all that will be.

You learn to love these shadow aspects. In the light they change from vile and disgusting to simply sad and hurt parts of our collective psyche that have been neglected for far too long. These parts have gotten louder and more violent simply to try and get our attention. And when we finally look at them with the light of love, we see that they are just insecure and neglected parts that are crying out in pain.

Seeing these parts allows us to love them but we also must see ourselves and love ourselves. We integrate the energy within ourselves. We let the triggers rise up in our throats like bile. We hold them and we love them. We help them with a new path.

And in other people, we do the same until we see that they are not ready for this work, and then we compassionately set strong boundaries. Boundaries because we are beings of love, and our energy is precious. When we keep our energy pure and light we radiate it out for the entire world, so it must stay pure and strong. Boundaries because they are the truth of frequency and the limitations of a low vibration. Boundaries because they are teachers. Boundaries because they call for them with their bad behavior, because they’re not ready. Boundaries because boundaries are also love.

When you have trauma your energy body (and physical body) holds onto it and it throws off every attempt at manifestation that you try. You want a healthy, loving relationship but you haven’t healed your trauma? Well, you’ll manifest it part way, but if you haven’t integrated your trauma, you won’t feel it even if it’s right there in front of you.

You are in power of your entire reality. Integrate your shadows. We have all the tools now. Recently we have been given full freedom on Earth to manifest whatever we want. This is a dangerous blessing if we don’t take full responsibility. So take responsibility for the entire world, and love it!