But I've Already Tried This Before...
What stopped you last time and why you'll be successful this time.
As many of you know, I tried to start a robotics as a service (RAAS?) company in 2018. It was massively before its time and the business model had not been vetted. No one understood it, and because it was specifically sex robots that I was positioning my product as, I got more criticism than acclaim.
I gave up quickly after a non-traditional attempt to raise funds and when covid hit right after, I was so grateful I hadn’t been more successful at the start.
Now, about 3 months ago I have the idea to start another technology company. The thought feels big, like it could crush me. But I process and process the thought until I come up with a plan to launch a simple necklace circuit that can transform your energy into crystal energy, using your own frequency and boosting it to maximize your manifestation powers. It’s cool, it’s on brand, it’s a new technology, feasible to get manufactured, and there’s definitely, definitely a market.
Then, the fear hits me - but it doesn’t LOOK like fear. Instead, it looks like being manic and frantic. It looks like rushing. I want to launch on November 19th - the day Pluto moves into Aquarius so it has to be a certain way! I got a lot done in this time - a miraculous amount of things done but my energy is all jacked up. I am hitting problem after problem. I’m not going to have a finished prototype on the 19th no matter what I do. So I throw myself into it even though I know I’m in the wrong energy. Every setback feels like proof that I shouldn’t have even tried. I watch this quiet drama unfold in my mind and I realize it is the Silent Sabotage of Your Success! The stories that I believe because of past experiences are disrupting my flow, and therefore, my abundance.
I looked back at my past experience and my attempt to open Eve’s Robot Dreams - the robot brothel I had planned. I saw how deep down, I hadn’t ever really believed I would be successful. Not because it wasn’t a radical or good idea, but because I was too insecure. I didn’t trust that I knew what I was doing. I had deep programming from old stories that told me in my subconscious that it would never work. So I never put the energy into it that it really deserved and I created the reality where it was not successful. Afterwards, the fact that I was relieved is an indicator. Part of me was deeply resisting my success!
Here’s a list of things that might be signs that you are sabotaging your success:
You invest time or money into your project idea but not both.
You refuse to hire experts when you don’t know something.
You don’t feel comfortable with other people.
You don’t want to or “can’t” do things in the easiest way you know you should.
You know you will be successful but you’re waiting for someone else to make it happen for you.
You half-appeal to appeasing other people and half-appeal to authenticity.
Your parents had significant failure in their life that stopped them from taking risks.
The thought of the project makes you tired.
You’re hurrying to be successful.
You’ve tied the success of the project to your self worth.
The fear of financial insecurity drives your decisions.
If you’re self sabotaging, it’s either because you don’t feel like you deserve your success or because you aren’t comfortable with all the changes that would happen if you did become successful.
As I developed my prototype for my new technology company - Dolphin Technology - I saw all the ways that I would have self sabotaged in the past. The quiet expectation that that I would never be successful in this way. But I realized that entrepreneurship is really just a radical process of trusting the divine and believing in yourself.
When you:
trust the divine to provide for you
trust yourself to take aligned inspired action
your confidence shines through and it is what drives your success.
I love these teachings because they really are that simple!!
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