Can Money Buy Self Worth?
I’m so happy you’re here! I will be regularly writing about abundance as a companion to my class Get Rich Quick which will be coming out in August.
It was recently a 3-day weekend and I took advantage of it to be social. As I went to a few parties and gatherings, I noticed just how differently I feel lately.
First of all, having the promise of more financial abundance come in has really shifted my feelings of self worth. I noticed it first when I was out dancing at a hyperpop show and I got the normal self-critical awareness I get when I am doing something vulnerable like dancing in public. But I laughed at myself and thought, “I’m rich!” and it helped me dance freely. This surprised me and it sent me into contemplation.
Our ability to earn money or provide for ourselves or our loved ones is tied to our feelings of self worth, whether we recognize it or not. For me, finally cracking the code of money has been extremely impactful on my feelings of self worth. As I dove into the feelings that this brought up, I realized that I had been carrying a lot of negative feelings. Deep down, I’ve always known that I’m a Star and I’ve always felt left out from the part of society that I felt I belonged in. I don’t have rich parents, and the way I figured I’d get rich was through divine intervention by a benevolent rich person.
Ever since I was 5 years old I felt that I belonged on the other side of the TV. I always legitimately expected to be plucked up out of my reality, recognized by some agent or producer, and whisked away into the fantastical life I’ve always felt I belonged in. But it never happened that way, and year after year, I became more and more resentful and confused. I did everything I could to shine my worth and be seen so that the right person would finally come along and save me. But no one ever came. Despite giving all of my effort to it, I felt stuck in the life of a low-level content creator. My self worth deteriorated in this space and I became bitter and hard toward people who had success. I felt that life was simply unfair.
But I am here to tell you that life is more than fair, when you view it from the dolphin abundance 5D timeline. Looking back, I see that had my wish come true, had some hot shot have swept me away, I would likely be in some kind of demonic deal, owned by a corporation, trapped in a record deal, or worse. Whatever success I had wouldn’t have been created by me. It would have been a gift of someone else, and they would always be able to threaten that they could take it away from me if I didn’t do whatever it was they wanted. This type of success would never be on my terms, it would always be on theirs. And so the universe protected me from what I thought I wanted and gave me a much better path than the one I thought I deserved.
The self worth that I have attained by getting rich is a result, not from the money, but from this realization! It is the result of gratitude for my journey, and the realization that I was on the right path the entire time. I was able to let go of my resentment and surrender to the divine circumstances. I was able to see that I was worthy and I had always been worthy. This is true, spiritually-aligned self worth that can come with success. The realization that you are worthy can make you spiritually rich in an instant.
Now that I have become rich, financially and spiritually, on my own terms, I have had a surge of self-worth and happiness flow through me. The lower vibrational version of this is when money is your self worth. If you are insecure and spiritually un-healed, getting money will only attract fake versions of friends. People act kooky in the face of fame and riches. If you have a lot of money, it’s easy to have confidence, because you can do anything and you can afford anything. You can also pay people to do things, and people will pretend to like you in order to be close to the power that you have.
If your power is material-only and not spiritually-aligned, the type of people you attract will be leeches and energy vampires. The power dynamic and attraction can only exist so long as you have money - and money is a material reality. It’s NOT eternal. Deep down, people in this position know that their social standing is fake, and the money, fame, and success never actually solves their insecurity - even when they seem to have everything they want! Instead, their insecurity deepens with the shame of knowing that it isn’t they who has the power, but their money.
If you get rich in material and in spirit, you will have 5D relationships and friendships of generosity and authenticity. Your money and resources will just be another overflowing abundant aspect of you - similar to your kindness, cooking abilities, party-throwing abilities, listening abilities, advice-giving abilities, etc - all the things that bring value to you and those around you.
You will be able to share your resources freely with those in your life because you will have the deep knowledge of your true self worth. Your powerful intuition will not let fake friends or energy vampires near you and you will maintain healthy and conscious boundaries with people who are not on your frequency.
False friends and energy vampires exist only in spaces where spiritual insecurity lives. Once you understand that in the eyes of the divine you are worthy of every single one of your wishes to come true in the most aligned possible way, you will fully heal any issues of self worth. You will see people who are negative vortexes of energy easily. You will send them love, and let them gracefully exit your reality. You will hold yourself to a higher standard of love, both on the receiving and the giving end and then you, my friend, will be spiritually rich.
You will never be any richer inside without the contentment for your opportunity beyond being wealthy and famous.
Very revealing in the sense that your want and needs are actually very normal and pretty average. Everyone wants to be a star, every female wants to marry a rich guy, and most people do see your value in society based on how much you make not what you do.
"Our ability to earn money or provide for ourselves or our loved ones is
tied to our feelings of self worth, whether we recognize it or not. For me,
finally cracking the code of money has been extremely impactful on my feelings
of self worth."
I don't think I'd ever attach my self worth to things such as money. I could give a shit less what someone thinks of me and if anything you get from me it should be that. I do what I want within reason that makes sense to me and me alone. If you don't agree I'm willing to listen but be prepared for me to explain myself.
"I’ve always known that I’m a Star and I’ve always felt left out from the part of society that I felt I belonged in. I don’t have rich parents, and the way I figured I’d get rich was through divine intervention by a benevolent rich person. I did everything I could to shine my worth and be seen so that the right person would finally come along and save me."
I don't think I ever thought of myself as a star. Did I ever want to be a star sure I guess if it means I am genuine to myself and to the people I am a star too. Though I recognize I can never be truly be 100% genuine so I try to be as genuine as I can be. Sure getting a rich person (guy) to fund you is a way to do things but it shouldn't be the only way. I don't think you did everything you could do to show your worth and deep down I think you know this. Do not take offense but I don't think you had the guts to do what it takes to go towards the finish line. It's fine most don't you're not the only one who crashes and burns from a entrepreneurial perspective.
"universe protected me from what I thought I wanted and gave me a much better path than the one I thought I deserved."
The universe did not protect you but in fact in a way punished the shit out of you because you never learned the first time. The universe punished you and gave you the gift of growth and to endure in the face of adversity and to not crumble like the weak. To embrace tragedy and failure more so than success as a opportunity. That when failure occurs to not cower and self pity but to again look at it as a opportunity to learn and be thankful that the failure came as a blessing than a curse.
The universe gives you gifts in the form of pain and misery to make you ready to handle anything. You will never be safe. No bunny will ever make you truly safe embrace the randomness/probability of life. That anything good or bad could happen at any point. That being safe to some extent hinders success and potentially makes you inert.
For me life is about experiences and the more experiences I get the more it's worth living. I can't say that the way I live life is applicable to everybody but I suppose you/everybody else has to figure out who they are, where they want to go and then how to get there. Once you figure out those parts you just jump into doing it and while doing it you discover more about yourself in the process and find more reasons to live or not.